I love music class

I had a really great class this morning.

It was called music appreciation. And it was probably the best 1.5 hours of class time I have ever had.

Music. Yay!!!!

maths class

I'm in my maths class right now, having a break. It's so boring I must take out my E71 to blog. Haha!

Maths really makes my head hurt. I wish i were pretty and hot so that I won't ever have to study maths again. But I'm not, so oh well....

There was something about trapezoid, my teacher doesn't know what a trapezium is.

So in the United States, trapezoid = trapezium. And they don't understand what a trapezium is.

They = my maths teacher!

what am i?

Yesterday was a good day, I received Alex's book and it is great!

Today started with something bad, I was furious about something and I smashed a crystal glass. It shattered into pieces. I feel like such a monster, a disgusting angry young man. I'm so sorry mom and dad. I don't know what I am anymore. I just couldn't take it. It felt like nothing I did was ever enough for anyone.

Anyway, on a lighter note. I felt happy later on.

And there's no way I can tell the world what made me happy.

So I'll stop blogging here.

And I'm out.

What I did on my birthday!

At 6.30 am I went to work.
At 9.00 am I get off from work.

At 11.10 am I went for a movie.
At 12.20 I watched G-Force. It's not bad. But it's boring.

At 3.00 pm I pick-up my cake.

At 6.30 pm I went out for dinner with my parents.

At 10.00 pm I watched a Vietnamese movie with my parents.

And that concluded my 20th birthday.

=D


And I was happy to receive an email from A.

twenty

Hello World, I Am Twenty!

It's been a crazy period for me, the past few months.

I've come to embrace the truth. Something that has enlightened me greatly and will hopefully take away my depression.

I am finally a happy boy.


Hello Twenty!

Gabe Bondoc - She's out of my life - Tribute to MJ

This is a seriously beautiful voice from a seriously talented singer!

Mom's cup of orange juice

I opened the fridge to get some water.

I saw a cup of orange juice and it made me sad.

Mom made it for me yesterday. Even though she was running late for work, she managed to find some time to squeeze some oranges for me, and put the juice in a cup. She even filtered it to make sure there was no pulps, cos I hate pulps.

I told her I would drink it after I drank Nestea. And I have forgotten about it until today.


Mom did it with love. I forget about it. I forget to appreciate her love.


I'm sorry Mom.

I love you!

Don

I have deserted this blog for too long.

During this time, a lot has happened. I have been on a roller-coaster ride of emotions. There were disappointments, happiness, elation, surprise, sadness,... all rolled into these past few months.

Well, I still view the world as hostile, but I also view the world as peppered with goodness and hope.

Loneliness still befriend me most of the time. Even though when I am surrounded by friends, I can't help feeling out of place inside. It's really hard to find someone who understands me and thinks the way I think.

I just feel quite lonely. I always feel like something missing. And yet, I don't really know what it is. Maybe this is time I should find someone special? I don't know. Even if I search for that special one, I'm sure no one will be interested. haha.

Anyway, I am embracing life. It's so full of disappointments but I want to live and learn and grow and improve.

Well, can't think of anything else to blog about. HAHAHAHAHAHHA!

Sometimes I laugh and it's not even funny. HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH!

today

I went to work today.
At night-ish, a couple tipped me, twice. The guy is so generous and nice.
Oh, I got quite a lot of tip today. Sadly, I'm not allowed to take any of that.
But that's ok. I don't care about tips.

And I have one research paper to finish. A whole novel to read and make notes. All must be done by Tuesday.

It's manageable. But I need to discipline myself to even START doing them.

START START START, DON!!!!!

30 Rock Season 3 Finale

Hey y'all!

So I've just watched 30 ROCK Season 3 Finale and it was amazing.
It was a 30-min show (with commercial) and it has this many people in it:

Tina Fey (love her)
Alex Baldwin (he's funny)
Elvis Costello (don't really know him)
Mary J. Blige (singer, like Queen Latifah)
Sheryl Crow (I know her)
Adam Levine (hot)
Adam Horovitz (don't know this guy)
Sara Bareilles (some singer)
Wyclef Jean (I think he sang hips don't lie with Shakira)
Norah Jones (WOW, my girl)
Talib Kweli (who?)
Michael McDonald (again, who?)
Rhett Miller (who?)
Moby (this guy is bald)
Robert Randolph (santa claus, that's what comes to my mind; cos I suddenly think Rudolf the red nose reindeer; never mind)
Rachael Yamagata (sounds japanese, but I have no idea who that is)
Cyndi Lauper (sounds familiar)

Yah. It's so star studded, it's so funny. I LOVE LIZ LEMON.
WOO HOO.

I'm happy today. I'm going back to work after a 5-day leave to deal with my stress and depression. I think I'm fit again for work.

Bye. Night!

P.S. Some fun facts about kidney:

1) The average adult kidney can process up to three gallons of liquid in a two-hour period.

2) The first successful kidney transplant took place in London, England in 1954.

3) The kidney has a higher blood flow than the brain, liver and heart.

4) Each kidney is about 4.5 inches long.

5) Each kidney weighs approximately four to six ounces.

6) The kidneys of a newborn baby are about three times larger in proportion to other organs.

7) Kidney beans are named after the kidney because they have the same shape.

8) Kidneys primary function is to get rid of the waste in the blood.

9) Kidneys can change blood pressure.

10) Kidneys help in the making of red blood cells.

i should be back

Not writing on this blog is like deserting an old friend, or so I feel.
Anyway, I'm going through a rough patch and I hope things will be fine soon.

What I have done this week:
1. Sleep.
2. Rest.
3. Watched X-Men Origins: Wolverine. It's awesome.
4. Watched Star Trek. It's awesome. Great music. But it was so loud.

And I have nothing else to blog about.

Oh yah, it's Kris versus Adam, and I think Adam will win, even though I think Kris is cute-er.
Anyway, he's not that cute.

But even if Adam win, I won't bother buying his CDs or download is songs. I don't think he has the voice I would want to listen to in my free time.

He's just better than the rest, but he's not the best.

daisies, farewell

I'm in tears. I feel painful.

As the last few frames of Pushing Daisies, episode 13 rolled past my eyes, bringing with it so much of a romantic love story, redemption, beautiful storyline, superb acting; I know I have only seconds to witness the greatest love story of all, one that have touched me like nothing before.

And the moment Vivian and Lily opened the door and saw Chuck and Ned.
And the moment a little girl's voice knocked on Emerson's door.
And the last image of Olive.
And the flyover through the whole town.

The first touch that waked Chuck.
And the dog that runs over an endless daisies fields.

Magic.

Goodbye, Chuck.
Goodbye, Olive.
Goodbye Vivian and Lily.
Goodbye, Emerson.

And goodbye Lee Pace.

I'll miss you all.

Farewell!

I haven't felt this much pain in a long time.

love

I want to be in love. I feel so lonely.
I study. I work. I make money. I try. I'm doing everything quite right. But I feel so lonely.

What is this feeling!
I have been watching shows and movies and read tons of things to take my mind away from the fact that I have been so lonely. But whatever I do, I still feel sad!

I hate being useless. And I'm not useless.

I really just need someone to love. I really just need someone to love me. I'm going to turn freaking twenty soon, without love.

And I have just popped "Miss Pettigrew lives for a day" into the dvd slot in my aluminum uni body macbook to forget the fact that I'm so alone.

Tenorboy. Lonely boy. Not loved.

today

I saw someone so cute today!

Oh no gosh no NO NO NO why frak no!!!!!



I must check my brain.
Yup.
Still there!

of all the thing in the world to be allergic of, I'm allergic to latex.
If I ever become a doctor, I will have to use vinyl glove!

and what a weird thing to blog about.

The United Culture of Bali

One of my souvenir T-shirt bought by an Indonesian friend from Bali was ruined today.

It was bought in Bali, brought to Singapore, brought to Vietnam, traveled to the States with me and now it's gone.

I feel like a part of me just died.

Farewell, T-shirt. I'm gonna miss you.


I think I'm a sentimental guy.

revive

This blog is seriously dead.
There is nothing interesting going on nowadays with my life.

But I'm buying a car in two months. Saving.

On American Idol 2009, I love Megan. She is so cute. I totally love her style.
The Matt guy is good this week too.
Anoop Desai is interesting. He's so down to earth and real.
Kris Allen is cute. Nice voice. Seems decent. But he is not that extraordinary.

I seriously can't stand Adam Lambert. His style is very disgusting, I think.
Danny Gokey is so preachy.

an amazing feeling

I felt like I'm on top of a hill, looking down on n the vast green valleys below, winds shuffling my hair, clouds tickle my ears... when I heard this song:

cute and funny

This is an ad for the hi-fi sound of a TV. It's so cute!

wow

This is a YOUTH Orchestra. And boy, they are so good!