what am i?

Yesterday was a good day, I received Alex's book and it is great!

Today started with something bad, I was furious about something and I smashed a crystal glass. It shattered into pieces. I feel like such a monster, a disgusting angry young man. I'm so sorry mom and dad. I don't know what I am anymore. I just couldn't take it. It felt like nothing I did was ever enough for anyone.

Anyway, on a lighter note. I felt happy later on.

And there's no way I can tell the world what made me happy.

So I'll stop blogging here.

And I'm out.