Love

Oh my goodness. The 100th episode of Desperate Housewives is so so awesome.
There's no tornado, no guns, no special effects like other seasons. It's just a simple storytelling episode...

... about love. And that's made all the difference. This episode is so touching and beautiful.

My mom watched the part about Lynette and Susan's flashback, and she cried, even though she doesn't understand English and I had to translate on the spot for her.

It's an absolutely beautiful episode.

life is a picnic

hello! I just came across something and it made my day. It's something about my classmate in Singapore.

Ok. My friend has a blog. And it's funny.

There's a lot of things I want to say but I don't know how to start. I was placed in an amazing class, really. There were a lot of characters, and laughter. On the first day I talked to a guy in the class, thinking that he was here 3 months before me and maybe he knows about the class and such blah blah. But it turned out the class had like 5 guys if I am not wrong. None of them know one another. And the girls are mostly new too. So the chemistry was kinda weird. There were so many backgrounds.

As time goes by, I find my class highly entertaining. And most importantly, they make me feel like I exist. They make me feel like I'm part of them. And that's cool. And that means a lot. Argh, how do I convey my thoughts without being sentimental? Hmm. I hope you know what I mean.

It was really fun to hang out with my friends during recess. Although I didn't really talk, listening to you all talking made me laugh so much. Really. I remember time in the canteen, in the Cafe, the LT, the LT3, etc... It was fun.

And one of the friend who always makes the people around her laugh is the one I mentioned in the first part of this very post. She's a good friend. She's also cca friend. And even though I studied with her one whole year, I don't think I had the chance to get to know her. I am a bad friend, aren't I!

I was so indulged in my own problems that I forget about nearly everything else, my study, my friends, my roomate, my goals, my future... I was such a worthless thing in 2007. I am still mad at myself for being such a nonsense, a drippy, pessimistic, weak trainwreck back then.

I reflect a lot. I am that type. And all the things I did in 2007 were wrong. The person I was in 2007 was useless.

I just hope that I can fix 2007. And I hope I would get another chance to know my class. They are so nice to me I think. I am still very thankful for that.


I might be a different person now. I'm more sane. I think I am starting to piece my life together. I have a better outlook. I am a little more optimistic. And I hope I will be fine.

I suddenly hate anything that reminds me of my former self. The scars on my arms, my long fringe... I am not an emo anymore, I have just got rid of my fringe. My hair is short and neat now, even though I look so ugly in it. But that's fine, I have never been cute anyway. Haha! I hope the scars will be gone soon. It's still visible on my left arm. That's scary.

I write this post to tell my friends that I love them. Yes, I love you as a friend. Thank you so much for being a good friend. I also write this post to get some kind of closure. I have been reflecting about my year 2007 and I just need some closure.

And if I have caused you any problems during that year, I am so sorry. I really am.

American Idol

American Idol is back. WOOHOO. I love watching American Idol. The first episode is funny. Entertaining. The new judge is good and promising. She's kinda pretty I think.

On a different but quite related note, Vietnam Idol just crowned this guy. He has a decent voice, a decent personality and a decent look. But I am not crazy about this guy. He's quite ordinary, there's nothing so special about him.


He will represent Vietnam in Asian Idol 2009 and I hope he will do a good job. I hope he will at least sing English songs with a decent pronunciation.

:D

update

I really want to blog but there's nothing much to blog about these days.

The good thing is my life has less drama now. But the bad thing is everyday is nearly the same as another, it's kinda boring. Anyway, I'm thankful to have a more peaceful life.

I have just bought a Dell computer for my parents. It's kinda kick-ass. All I have to do now is pay back for my credit card when the bank statement come.

My goals:
1) Save money to buy a car.
2) Record more songs.

And I hope I can achieve these two goals. It sounds easy but it's hard for me because I'm such a spendthrift.

Desperate Housewives is a really well-written show. I like it. It's funny.

I hope Josh Groban, Jason Mraz and Corrinne May will release new CDs soon.

...

And I'm out.

what a cute song

Lucky by Jason Mraz and Colbie Caillat =]

a new year

Let's start this year with this verse. And HAPPY NEW YEAR :D

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails."
1 Chorintians 13:4-8

I want to see this, live!

This is probably one of the most awesome thing I've ever seen. By the way, I like the fountain at Raffles Shopping Center too, I think it's cute.

This is waterfall "Printer", a waterfall installation located in the Canal City Hakata shopping complex in Fukuoka, Japan. It can form intricate patters using water sprayed from hundreds of nozzles that are precisely controlled by computers. See for yourself. It's amazing.

back to blogging

Hello world!


First of all, Merry Christmas to you :D


I'm back. Ok, I've never gone anywhere but I just really don't know what to write down here. My recent blog entries are so boring and tasteless.

I feel like I'm becoming increasingly stupid. Either that or I don't care about politics, economics, the US economy crisis, finance, the 401k, the bailout, tax return, health care. Maybe both. Maybe I'm both indifferent to those issues and I'm becoming more stupid. Heh.

Anyway, I'm trying to keep myself 'smart' these days by reading Times, Details, GQ, Esquire, Wired, Entertainment Weekly, US Weekly, MacWorld, MacLife, and I've just subscribed to Vanity Fair. I used to subscribe to People magazine but I've stopped, I can get what they write in there for free, and that magazine is useless.

This year, my Christmas is weird. It doesn't suck, but it is definitely not fantastic. It's just like any other day to me. Anyway, there's something that makes me really happy, although only for a short time, but it's too personal to write down here.

I have planned for my studies. It's going to be easy, but it's going to be long. The good part is I can set my pace, and the not so good part is there are still many things to finalized. Anyway, it's quite fun to study again.

I think I used "anyway" too much. And my writing style is deteriorating. It lacks varieties and wordplay and structures.

Everyone has someone for Christmas. Not me.

And that concludes this post.

Again, merry merry christmas people :D

love, don =]

Lee Pace

I think Lee Pace is unbelievable.

I was shocked, surprised, intrigued, and totally awed by his acting. It's too good.

coughing

Hello world!
Nod here!

I'm down with coughing these few days!
And I'm going to work in a few hours, hope I can pull through that!
Please pray for me :D

I'm taking a cough syrup that's 3.5% alcoholic! Woohoo!
Anyway, I'm not an alcohol addict. But I really like the way my whole body warm up when alcohol enters me. It's like having fireworks in your spine.

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Desperate Housewives Episode 10 of season 5 is so enjoyable. Good storyline, funny, touching, interesting, all the right factors of a good episode. The gay storyline is freaking funny.

However, the lesbian storyline in Grey's Anatomy is so awkward. I feel that they just anyhow squeeze in that theme in Greys to please the LGBT community without putting much thoughts to it. The whole thing is just so under-developed and annoying. Urgh.

And bad news, Pushing Daisies will be cancelled. I think whoever makes that decision is INCREDIBLY stupid. Like upside down, inside out, top to bottom, in-and-out STUPID. Pushing Daisies is a gem of a show, it's so unique and so beautiful and so so so so romantic. Why would they cancel that???

And I have nothing else to write about.
Goodness, I'm so boring.

This Christmas

This Christmas, I have given my heart to someone special.

I have also given my heart to Kristin Chenoweth, she is amazing, and so hilarious.

prom photos

There are so many prom photos on facebook and I see so many familiar faces there.
I miss them and I miss you too :D

Britney is pretty

SYLVIA tagged me

A. People who have been tagged must post this on their blogs.

B. Tag 8 ppl to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These ppl must state who they are tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
Tagged by: SYLVIA

C. Continue this game by sending it to 8 other people:
1. me
2. me
3. me
4. me
5. me
6. me
7. me
8. you

START-
1.What have you been doing recently?
Television, work, going out

2.Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
There's an off button?

3.What happened at 10am today?
I called medical.

4.When did you last cry?
I really want to remember. But can't.

5.Believe in fate/destiny?
I don't want to. Cos I want my course to be decided by me.

6.What do you want in your life now?
Money & A close friend.

7.Do you carry a umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
Umbrella.

8.Whats your favourite thing to have on your bed?
A red pillow.

9.What bottoms are you wearing now?
bottoms? boxers.

10.Whats the nicest thing in your inbox?
nothing. Nobody emails me nowadays.

11.Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
I don't even have one.

12.Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
No. I'm afraid of sharing things.

13.What was the last movie you caught?
This may sound sad but it was Enchanted. With Jiing Jiunn and Sharyl last year.

14.What are you proud of?
Nothing.

15.What does your oldest text message in your inbox says?
"De sang mai p goi cho... de hoi tui con chi da"

16.What was the last song u sang out loud?
hark the herald angels sing

17.Do you have any nicknames?
Donnie, Donatella, ... (can't remember)

18.What does your last text message say?
don't know, i am lazy to go get my phone now(: ( just like you, Sylvia :D )

19.What time did you go to bed last night?
three something

20.Are you currently happy?
Yes.

21.Who gives you the best advice?
Prayers. So I guess God. Also, Brendan, Marcus, Jiing Jiunn...

22.Do u eat whipped cream straight from can?
Not really. I put it on drinks.

23.Who did you talk to on the phone last night?
My manager.

24.Is something bugging you now?
Yes.

25.What/who was the last person to make you laugh?
Anna Farris.

26.Do you wear toe socks?
No. Toe socks?


27.Who was the last person you missed a call from?
mommy(: ( just like you Sylvia :D )

28.Have you ever had your heart broken?
Twice at least.

29.What annoys you most in a person?
Cheapos. Stingy people.

30.Do you have a crush on someone?
hell yes. Major. And that's bad.

31.Have you ever done cocaine?
NO. ( just like you - Sylvia :D )

32.What is the colour of your room?
white.


35.Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
me.

36.Who was the last person to hug you?
Can't tell.

37.Did you see the last person you kissed recently?
Haven't kissed anyone.

38.Do you have a life?
In other people's eyes, no. In my eyes, yes.


39.Have you ever thought someone died,when they didnt?
I don't know.

40.What is the reason behind your profile song?
no song on my profile right now. (just like you, Sylvia :D )

41.Who was the last person you saw in your dreams?
i don't remember! (just like you, Sylvia :D )

42.Last time you smiled?
just now. (just like you, Sylvia :D )

43.Have you changed this year?
Fatter. uglier. Loserer. but Happier :D

44.What are you listening to rite now?
Buffy the Vampire Slayer.

45.Are you talking to someone while doing this?
no.

46.Do you walk with your eyes closed or open?
Open.

47.Is there a quote you live by?
Nah. I just live. I don't even have a principle.

48.Do you want someone you can never have?
YYYESSSSSSSSSSS. PLEASE. YESSSSSS. More than anything. And I want to person to love me back.

49.Have you ever played an instrument?
Yes. But I suck.

50.What was the worst idea you’ve had this week?
so many. I don't know which one. haha.

51.What were you doing last night at 11pm?
Can't remember.

52.Are you happy with your love life rite now?
hell no. Don't even have one.

53.What song best describes your love life?
I don't want to think about my love life. It's pathetic.

54.Does the person know you like him/her?
No.

55.Who always makes you laugh?
Ellen DeGeneres. Nicole.

56.Do you speak other languages other than english?
Vietnamese.

57.Favourite websites?
amazon.com, notcot.org, gizmodo.com, perezhilton.com (please don't judge me, I just like gossips)

58.Whats your middle name?
Mai. (seriously, Mai)

60.What do you think you are like?
loser.

61.Who will you choose to die with?
HELL NO ONE. I don't even one to die. Not anymore. Life's good now.

62.Where have you been today?
Downtown. Home.

63.What game do you play often?
believe it or not, i don't play games often. (OMG, just like you, Sylvia :D )

64.Who are you missing now?
friends i haven't see for a long time! (OMG, just like you, Sylvia :D )

65.If you had to choose between your friend or your lover which will you choose?
FRIEND. Because I have no love now! HAHAHA. (same ans as my twin)

66.What are you doing right now?
how about doing this lame thing!??!?!!? (OMG, just like you, Sylvia :D )

67.Which primary school are you from?
Trieu Thi Trinh.

68.Name 3 colours that you like?
red, green, gold.

69.What emotion do you like to show?
(: (OMG, just like you, Sylvia :D )

70.What is your life to you?
I'm trying to set it right.





There you go Sylvia :D

things that happened today

Hello world, it's me!

Today is weird.

When I went to the train, P smsed me about Thai steamboat at night.
But I had to work at downtown until 6.
So she told me she will pick me up at 6.
A little later T left a message on my phone, telling me that she would pick me up.


AND then the girl who worked with me on Monday called in busy and I had to cover her shift until 9.


SO, I can't go for the outing, and I had to work alone, for 7 hours.
Today is quite a waste.

No Thai steamboat. I can't meet anyone.
The upside is, my customers were really nice today. They tipped a lot.

:D

I had a major depression attack last week, after a birthday party.
I felt like it was all meaningless and I wanted to hurt myself. I lost all purposes.



And I'm proud to say that my depression attack is OVER. I'm back to normal. I don't know really know when but it kind of just went away. Woo hoo.


Anyway, it's quite scary because I haven't been depressed in a really long time. I don't feel sad that often nowadays. So it's scary when depression comes back.


Maybe because I never had a proper birthday celebration. By the way, my birthday this year maybe the worst ever. It sucks. August the first 2008 Sucks with a capital S.



All that aside, it just feels so great to be up and running again.

:D
P.S. By the way, this year, so far, I'm medication-free. Yay!

hello Britney

Hey Britney, you are still gorgeous :D

television

Smallville is getting really good these days. The storylines are more interesting. The directing, the filming, everything is getting more innovative...

Ah, screw it. It's getting good because KRISTIN KREUK is BACK.
Only for one episode though. Boy, she looks quite different, but still gorgeous.

Anyway, still, Smallville is getting good.



On a different note, Pushing Daisies is the most romantic, beautiful, best best best best show on earth. It is SO beautiful. And the soundtracks of the series are the best ever, they are all orchestral music. It's an absolutely perfect show.


And I am such a loser to burn my life in these shows.

But who cares :D
I love television. It's a haven for creativity and a perfect hideout from the boring day-to-day life.

By the way, I like Tina Fey. She's unique.



I think my posts are getting so disconnected these days.


:D

update

Pushing Daisies is the best show on earth.
Desperate Housewives is getting so boring.
And Heroes is getting seriously disgusting and lengthy and pointless.
Gossip Girl is a yawn fest.

David Archuleta's album is bad.
Taylor Swift's album is cute.
Beyonce's album is fierce and really catchy. She's so pretty.


And I think I should not love anyone. I'm not good with that. Never was and never will be.



But the person is too perfect.


(".)

the only real love story in this blog

I had a wild night last night.

And I think I have a strong affection for someone.




But the person will never know.

''.